This morning has been very hard for me. To be perfectly honest, I have NO clue why. I have just been an emotional wreck the past couple of days and today was the breaking point for me. I cried the entire morning and on the way to work. I'm doing a little better now, but still emotional. I'm not asking for sympathy, just being honest with each of you. The reality of having a baby is really exciting to me right now and for some reason, I feel so incredibly homesick. I'm so ready to meet our precious child! We've been photographing a LOT of babies lately and it makes me think of how wonderful the day will be when we can finally hold ours in our arms and call them by name!
I appreciate the encouragement in yesterday's post from some of you who left comments. I have made a promise that I won't be shopping for our baby anymore for now. I'm okay with that, really I am. I'm just having a hard couple of days. I've been praying so much for our sweet baby, our birth mom and lately our social worker. I think the reality of getting assigned our social worker any day now is making me anxious! I'm praying that our personalities will mesh well with one another. I won't lie, I can be a tough cookie work alongside! ;)
Anyway, sorry for such a depressing post. I just needed to get that off my chest. I am so anxious for Friday to get here. Not only is that our Training Day with Bethany, but it is the start to a long and relaxing vacation! Much needed one might I add! :)
Until then, Brantley
